He broke her heart
With reckless abandon
And not even a shadow of regret

He never promised her forever

There are Parts of Me

There are parts of Me that don't understand life;
There are parts of Me that question everything.

Yet there is another part that will yield.
Another part of Me that will accept what is and give up -
A part of Me contented to mechanically accept the things I am unable to change.

I am a great decision maker.
I hate to make decisions.

One part of Me strives to fight for what I believe in.
One part of Me is devoid of feeling.

All of me is broken.

Dreams & Illusions, Tricks & Truth

I dreamt last night that it was all a dream
These last three days never happened
Our life was still in tact
We were still happy
We were still in love
Was it an illusion? Or is this hell I'm living the illusion?
Waking up without you is almost as bad as falling asleep without you.


Reality hits me as I wake.
I turn it off. I play it cool.

Orchestras in My Head

Symphonies are playing in my mind
Songs of the past speaking to my heart
Anticipations of the future, buzzing in my toes
Realization of reality, churning in my stomach

The River

The River has taught me that everything is temporary
The River has taught me that we are in a constant state of change

Mind Over Matter

Confusion is a state of mind
And emotions are figments of the imagination

Love and live
Live and love
One letter a part
But in the end it comes down to the heart