Each Night

I'm hurting
I'm yearning
I'm waiting for
Your touch

I'm missing
I'm sickened.

Forget implausible
But I understand I must.

Twisted and confused
About the decisions you made
About the deceptions I'll never fully understand

Acceptance is the way out
They say
Accepting that life without you
Is better

Deceptions I'll tell myself to go to sleep at night;
When the tears fall like snowflakes
Quietly and sporadic
Graceful almost;
Heartbreaking absolutely.