Don't Worry About It

Don't worry about it
You tell me.

It's no longer my place.
We are
No longer.
Don't worry about it.

I am constantly worrying.
About you.
Are you okay?
Are you taking care of yourself, your responsibilities?
Are you turning down a dark path?
Are you changing?
Are you becoming the evil version of yourself you entertained in that video game before you left?

I am constantly worrying.
About us.
About what we used to be.
Was it real?
About what we could have been.
Is ignorance bliss?
About what we will be.
Still clinging to a hope.
About what we are.
Don't worry about it.

You told me I was your best friend.
You were mine.
You told me you never wanted to lose that.
Now, crying out every inch of happiness left inside of me,
More than ever,
I wish I could talk to my best friend.
Don't worry about it.

You told me you would try.
And I worried you would resent me for it.
I worried you would leave me.
I worried I wasn't enough.
Don't worry about it.

I wasn't enough.
I'm not enough.
I'm half a person
Questioning
Everything
And realizing
No will to live without you.
But don't worry about it.

I'm stuck in my head and you will
Never pull me out.

Don't worry about it.